29 April 2008

An Amazing Thing Is About To Happen + Other Stuff

Couple of things happening tomorrow... the fact that I'm probably not going to TAFE again is beside the point. I don't know why I haven't been going to TAFE... I just don't feel like it. One of the guys out there is depressed (he told everyone) and I feel bad that I can't do anything to help, and I'm also slightly depressed because I don't think I want to do IT anymore, but I only have this term left and I've finished, but I can't bring myself to finish. I don't want to pull out and disappoint my parents... and I don't have anything else to do. Mum said if I got a full time job I could pull out... but I haven't really tried looking for a full time job. I've applied for so many jobs and haven't got them, that I have this slight fear of rejection. I get so excited about the job that I imagine how great it would be when I got it, and then nothing happens. Anyhoo enough with the depressingness that is my (non)career...

So I've been invited out for dinner with my friends from school... I don't know if I'm looking forward to it or not... I love them, it's just they all either have husbands/boyfriends/successful jobs/children/lifes etc and I don't. I guess I'm jealous of them slightly. I don't know whose going to be there... well I know Jess will be because she invited me... I kinda hoping that she brings her beautiful children with her... Anntonia and Lincoln. They're so cute!

Something else is happening tomorrow too... at 10am. But it's a surprise. I will try and post about it tomorrow night after dinner =D I'm very excited... OMG! I'm slightly scared, what I've decided is a little bit drastic I think... but I need to do it. Hopefully I won't get fired for it... HAHA Now I got you thinking, haven't I?

You will have to wait and see...

TTFN