04 July 2010


RandomnessFashion Trends & Styles - Polyvore

This is how I'm feeling at the moment. My mind is buzzing. If you be quiet, you can probably hear it.
I don't know what to do with this bully situation. I did some research, and what this girl did (the one being bullied) was very stupid, and immature, but I don't think it warrants death threats. Nothing ever warrants Death Threats. But I've decided to not get involved. It's not my place to get involved. It's up to her, her parents and the others actually involved. DAMN BEING TOO KIND! I blame my cats.

I'm missing Melbourne, and not liking having to be a real person again. I don't want to have the responsibility of work, and paying bills and actually doing proactive stuff. I wish my life was more interesting. But I guess everyone does. And the only person that can make my life more interesting is ME.

God he's hot. I could watch Long Way Round & Long Way Down all the time, if I knew where the fuck they have gone. Someone has taken them. I have been through my DVD Collection 100 times and I can't find them. I bet mum has lent them to someone (GRRRR!)

I'm having serious Me issues. I'm 24 this year, and don't have a full time job, still live with my parents and haven't been in a relationship. I blame my weight, but I blame myself for being overweight, so it's one big vicious circle. I rarely have these sorts of days. But I guess having to carry on with life after Melbourne is what has brought this on.

Anyway, I'm off to sulk, and cry, and eat cake.

Princess Geek  


  1. aww babe, just remember you arent the only person in your situation :) if i can do anything to help just let me know.. but remember; baby steps :)

  2. thanks Jordie. It's just the "shock" of being back in the real world. I could of spent the rest of my life in Melbourne. now I'm back and have to think about all the stuff I could quite happily forget about.... and WORK. boss is away, so the shifts are all over the place and it's just weird.