16 December 2010


DISCLAIMER: I'm so upset at the moment. I'm shaking and finding it really hard to type. I have work in an hour, that's why I decided to have my emotional breakdown now, I was just holding it in. but I didn't want it to happen at work, so this is it happening now. I don't know who reads this but I just want everyone to know that I do love my parents and family, but sometimes I just don't like them very much.

17 days ago an evil man (who isn't really evil, I just think he is) came and put a for sale sign up in front of our house... well today my parents signed the forms... it's SOLD, the house I've lived in all my life has been sold so complete strangers. Do you know what my mum said to me when I walked into her office this afternoon? "guess what? you're homeless." THANK YOU MUM, IF I WASN'T ALREADY DEPRESSED ENOUGH NOW YOU HAVE TO GO AND BE FUCKING INSENSITIVE. IT'S PERFECTLY FINE FOR YOU TO UP AND FUCKING LEAVE AND THEN PRACTICALLY FORCE DAD INTO SELLING THE HOUSE, AND THEN YOU SAY SOMETHING TO MAKE ME FEEL EVEN MORE DEPRESSED ABOUT MY FUCKING LIFE.

At least the people who have bought our house seem nice. They've been to look at the house twice, they're from Perth, the man is an artist (I don't what sort) and the women is a Chinese Herbalist (or something) They have 3 children (aged between 8-13 it seems, I'm not really sure) and because they're from Perth, they won't be moving to Albany until June, so they are letting us rent the house until then. It's going to be hard. Apparently after Death of a close family member, Parents splitting up and moving house are the 2 of the most stressful things ever... I've got to deal with both, plus added work stress, the stress of studying, money problems, weight issues... blah blah blah....



1 comment:

  1. I'm sorry this has happened to you. I wish I knew how you were feeling. I've lived in so many houses/duplexes/townhouses/apartments in my 30 years. I wouldn't know what it felt like to have grown up in a house, but I know what its like to leave a place you love.

    Hang in there. It'll get a little easier, and maybe wherever you move will be better than where you are now! :)