19 May 2012

Professor Brian Cox

I've "re-discovered" Professor Brian Cox
He's sexy, super smart and has an awesome accent.

I've been watching Wonders Of The Solar System and it's absolutely blowing my mind.
The world, solar system and universe is so beautiful and scary.
I feel so small and insignificant.

Physics and Astronomy and Science in general has always interested me.
I was good at Science at school, but wasn't able to study it because I failed English.
I don't get it, but whatever.

I wish I was smart enough to continue my science studies, but I'm not.
I get it when explained, but I'm not able to figure things out on my own.

Brian Cox makes it easier :P

16 May 2012


I bought my Supanova ticket tonight!

people I'm going to stalk...

I promise, in the future, I will try to continue the 365 Day Project... or I'll just give up :)

14 May 2012

Day 13 - Don't Panic

"your favorite quote"

“Don’t Panic” from The Hitchhikers Guide To The Galaxy. When I read it, it doesn’t just mean “Don’t Panic” it means, “sit back and think about it. Are you over reacting? (usually I am). Can it be fixed? (pretty much always) GET REAL!!!” I’m an over thinker, and a stress head, I’m also a little bit of a perfectionist (which according to my councilor is a sign of low self-esteem) telling myself “Don’t Panic” is sort of a kick up the arse. Someone screaming at me, telling me to chill out, stop over thinking and telling me that everything will be okay :) it’s good!

Day 12 - Good Advice

"the best advice you’ve ever heard, or ever been given"

“The majority isn’t necessarily right.”

I don’t know who told me this, or if it was something I’ve stumbled upon myself.

I try not to judge or make opinions based on what others have said. Whether its a family member, a friend, a stranger, a celebrity etc. I make my own opinions. And what the majority thinks, isn’t necessarily the right thing to think.

Day 11 - Bad Advice

"the worst advice you’ve ever heard, or ever been given"

“Be Yourself”

Like I mentioned in my last post. All my life I have struggled with the concept of “Self”

I hate being told to “be yourself” because just because I’m “myself” is not going to make my life easier, or any particular situation easier. I’m going to get judged by others, no matter who I am, I know this because it’s human nature... and I judge people as well.

So I guess the best thing to do, instead of “being yourself” is “adapting to the situation” :) It’s probably not a very good way to live, but it’s what I do. When I’m with my close friends and family, I am myself (for real) when I’m at work, I’m social, polite and cheerful, but I don’t talk much to my work colleagues about my interests (the fact that one of my managers rolls his eyes when ever I talk about Harry Potter, or movies etc) and prefer not to talk too much to customers... I also suck at small talk (but that’s another story)

My mask changes depends on the situation I’m in.

04 May 2012

Day 10 - "Be Yourself"

"what you think when you hear the words “be yourself”"

I do try to be myself. I really do, but people just don't get me. They roll their eyes and I know they're judging me :) In the past I would of cared, but I'm getting better at not caring what others think.

Loud, Sarcastic, Passive Agressive, Friendly, Crazy, Emotional, Geeky, Scientific, Perfectionist, Lazy, Childish, Mature, Fun.

What I am online, is the real me. Me in real life is a censored, toned down version of real me. It's called "Small Town Syndrome", which sucks because I actually live in a city.

I wish I was able to be more myself. This is my current struggle I'm having with myself at the moment. I'm hoping that this 365 Project will help.

In other news. Supanova is really soon! Next Month, and I got the time off work (despite the scary chance that I wasn't going to!) I really can't wait. The people going at the moment aren't that exciting, well it's still exciting, but not exciting enough to pay for autograph and photos. Supanova tweeted me today and told me tickets were on sale at the end of May, and they will be announcing some more guests. I can't wait!

03 May 2012

Day 9 - Happiness!

"Things that make you happy"

Sometimes I have trouble finding happiness. It seems to hide from me sometimes, but I'm getting good at finding it. ❤ ❤ ❤ ❤ ❤

The Yogscast. Just a group of friends (including Simon & Lewis) that started making "How To Play" Minecraft videos on Youtube, that turned into the most epic, hilarious, awesome adventure series ever. Shadow Of Israphel is a Adventure Series made completely in Minecraft. Don't roll your eyes, it's AWESOME! They make videos from other games, but I'm really only interested in the Minecraft ones.

Kitten Videos/Maru/My Cat - Cats. They're awesome. If you haven't discovered the joys of Maru! Check him out on Youtube.


Chatting with Emma.

This video (below) is the most amazing, awe inspiring, overwhelming video I've ever seen. Everytime I watch it I cry and think about just how fucking beautiful this world is, and how amazing the universe is, and how we pretty much don't know nothing about it.
It helps that the music is Freedom Fighters by Two Steps From Hell!

01 May 2012

Can't Be Fucked

No 365 Project post today, just 2 gifs showing how I feel right now.

I think Hades & Alan Rickman do a good job of explaining.
And todays post was "Things that make you happy" HA! Yeah right.
That is all.